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Next week is spirit week which is fun, Britney and Kaylor came over and we tye-dyed for Tye-dye Tuesday. Then I think it's Mix n Don't Match Monday, Wear Your Class Color Wednesday (juniors are green), Jersey Thursday and Fridays spirit day. I'm probably gonna do all of them except Thursday unless I can get a Braves jersey..but I don't know.
This weeks really nice because we hardly go to school. Today was our only full day and I would have had my psat but I missed it..for reasons I don't feel like talking about. Then tomorrow we get out 3.5 hours early so each class is 40 minutes. And Friday we're off.
After school tomorrow me, Stephanie, Marissa, and other people are hanging out at the park for the first time in a long time which I'm excited for. And then Friday! I GET MY PERMIT FINALLY! And I can actually start driving and stuff.
And that's about it...................I had a beyond stressful day today, most people know why. It was probably the most stressful/irritating/frustrating day in a long time. But it happens, you can't have a perfect life with nothing bad that happens to you, it's just how it works.
And I'm single, and I don't like anyone and it's actually really nice.
It's not stressful at all (: woo.
AND I GET MY HOMECOMING DRESS SUNDAY. It should have been here last week but the place I ordered it from is gay. Heres what it looks like:
And I love it. I just have to get jewelry, a strapless bra, and shoes. I'm excited. Bob evans, then nikki's for pre-HC, then homecoming, and then post-hc at my house.
Fun.
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[ Oct 14th, 3:41pm ] |
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So I pretty much decided I am not going to deal with the following:
1. Guys that screw me over.
2. People that lie to me.
2. Girls that are annoying, obnoxious, attention whore/hogs, non-listeners, and immature bitches who also rely on people to solve their own problems because they're too retarded to do it themselves.
Why? Because it's a waste of time and I refuse to get worked up over things anymore.
I don't like any guys right now, yeah I'm physically attracted to like 2 or 3 but thats it. I don't have any emotional feelings for anyone and it's kind of nice. And I am not going to worry about trying to find a boyfriend. I'm not going to get impatient and just date anyone so I don't feel alone (sounds like someone familiar LOL) and yeah. So I mean if someone comes along, that's great. Sweet, cool, awesome, hooray. But if they don't I don't care.
And I'm done with girls (especially one) who apply to #3. I don't have a lot to say about this but I'm fucking done, and I'm not going to be friends with these people ever. They need to grow up and stop being an ass-fucking bitch to all of their friends, enough said.
On a good note though I finally got a JOB :D. After applying and shit to all of these places I actually got the job I really wanted. Mostly for the pay and because I'm going to get a lot of hours hopefully. But yeah. And I'm working with Stephanie haha, which should get interesting. My first day is the 28th from 2-6 so I'm excited.
And..homecoming is the day before my first day of work and I get my dress in the next couple of days so I am really really happy about that. I'm just hoping it doesn't turn out like one of those makes-you-look-pregnant dresses and I hate it. I need to get a strapless bra and shoes too.
Other than that life's good. Schools going good. Everything is going good for the most part which is how it always should be. I need to stop eating so much though because I'm starting to gain a little weight and I still want to get down to like 130 which is a healthy weight for my height. So yeah!
:)
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Things never go in my favor.
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[ Sep 28th, 2:31pm ] |
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I realized that happiness never lasts that long. It really doesn't.
I'll talk about my good mood first. Right now I'm in this new stage..the kind of which when I really just don't care about anything other than family, my very close friends, and school. Other than that I just don't care what happens. This is kind of due to some of my bad mood things but it's putting me in a good carefree mood and I kind of like it. I don't like having to worry over things. I worry and stress about enough.
My ceramics project (the bubble teapot, not the ladylin) is 1/2 done. I got all/most of the clay smoothed down on the balloon...and now I just have to wait for it to get a little harder so I can set it down on the table and start working on it on there, and attach the handle and spout.
I'm getting my permit tomorrow morning if I pass the test, and then after that I'm getting my tragus pierced which I'm excited for both. Well more my permit test. I'm not sure if im actually getting my tragus done because 1.) it's expensive and 2.) I don't know I just might wait to get it done.
I'm doing extremely well in Alg. 2 even though Mrs. Greenwell sucks ass at being a teacher. And my grades right now are really good so I'm happy. I have no C's, all A's and B's :). Which is a huge deal for me. And I haven't been late this whole year or missed a full day of school. I left early yesterday around 11 because I felt so sick and I was crying and crap but that was the only time and I think I had a good reason for going home so yeah.
Now for the bad news.
I broke my ceramics project..the ladylin, which was finished, drying, perfectly fine! And I went to fix one of the cracks..well 2 of the cracks with paper slip and I got the wrong container and used stoneware instead of buff and thats bad so I got really mad and irritated and started wiping it off the whole thing came off -_- so I don't know how I'm gonna get that back on. Hopefully Mrs. Mattingly can help me on Monday if it doesn't dry out all the way. Blah.
...And the biggest bad news of all is something I have decided to be the most care free about. And not let it bother me, because I really shouldn't. But for the first time, ever, I have felt totally comfortable around a guy. An actual nice guy, who wasn't an asshole, etc. He actually respected me and didn't kiss me the first time we hung out, or the second, or the third. He didn't jump at the first second to get in my pants or try to make moves on me that I didn't want happening. He didn't push me into anything I didn't want to do. He could sit down and have an actual conversation with me. And I've never been around a guy like this and I absolutely love how he is and treats me. But now pretty much as I can sum up the bad news of this part, someone got in my way. For once I'm happy, and I have someone I can be around and have fun with, and a huge..obstacle gets in my way. And this always happens to me, I start liking someone, and someone else has to start liking them too. And they are always extremely gorgeous, and tiny and just overall better than me. So what happens? I get pushed away.
I'm not surprised.
I'm really not surprised one bit. I kind of knew from the beginning this was going to happen.
But I'm not going to worry about it. If he likes her, that's fine. I hope he's happy. And if he likes me, that's fine too. That's better than fine. But I'm not going to worry about this, make a big deal, etc. I just don't care. It's nothing I'm going to get myself stressed over even though sometimes I get a little bit antsy about it. But yeah.
I tried my hardest, and if it's not good enough, then that's fine. But at least I know I tried.
And that's it.
So I am turning over a new leaf and whatever happens to me and my life in general, happens.
:)
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